I think it is safe to say that THIS blog – MO JOE – left when my Husband did in 2013.
Back then I could be totally straight forward. Today, I feel like if I am totally straight forward, it will get depressing. Well, truth hurts. Sorry, but I am done monitoring my voice to protect everyone else. if you don’t want the truth, do not read this!
That’s ok. Life happened, and it changed, and it was never like that again. I rarely share the brutal reality, but it happened to me. It’s been real, to say the least. Lost my Husband when he had 5 aneurysms from a fungus infection in his blood. It was believed that the steroid shot he got the previous month was infected. Doctor’s covered that up. So did a few lawyers. My job was confusing, and lost. I am allowing forgiveness most of the time. Family dissed us, friends went distant. Love attractions are foreign and unrecognizable. Social Security steels my Husbands servitor’s benefits. Friends lie to each other, gossip, and pass false judgement, Employers want diligent hard working Employees, and not pay them enough money for a middle class Life style. This is Today. My best friend is a Guitar named, Eddie.
I am no quiet type. they really do not know what to do with me here in America.
I am stronger than most, I learn, as I witness the response to COVID19.
I started a New Website because I am scattered, I am going lots of directions, and when I land, I want you to be able to find me. At Grateful Lives LLC I will be keeping you informed with my personal art for sale, the cremation art I do, the Art of the Late Ronald Morley, and the CBD’s I represent, as well as the CBD I grow, process, and sell, and I will not leave out the Widow support groups I am involved with. All of these ventures have their own sites, and all of them are a work in progress, that keeps me going.
This blog was a huge blessing. Form 2007 to 2013 I ran a personal art business that I was blessed to have. I had a Husband that watched my kids, cleaned my house, tended my garden, and helped raise these boys. I was able to really dive into my art. I am grateful for that time. I ventured Ebay, Etsy, a personal site, taught classes, did demonstrations. I developed a decal product line, and had distributors. Things were rolling quite nicely.
As the boys get older, and I live with this grief that triggers my soul, and distracts me from me. I practice Reiki healing, I grow plants, I study CBD research, I create to heal myself. I find passion and Gratitude in healing others. I study massage and reflexology, as I plan my future. Those things keep me going. That will be my future.
Thank you for being there then, or now, or some day!
Blessings to you all!
Bead pendant above available at http://www.morleyartstudios.com
You can also purchase memory stones, cremation art made with your loved ones ashes, Ron Morley T shirts, and CBD’s at that same site- (Until I get done with the revisions….)
I also manage a site Estate sale at Etsy https://www.etsy.com/shop/LeighsLegacy