Trying to find pattern in a meaningful way…I think?

I get that typically jewelery was designed to match, and look good, and all that. So, I think, ‘pattern’.  I am a bead maker therefore I should make patterns….okay?   Do I want to sculpt emotion or create PATTERN-BEADS-THAT GO WITH-THAT_-_-_-
At least, that is what this bead made me think? What am I thinking about? Or, [...]